Valentine's Day

This is all I want for Valentine's day this year and my Mum is taking me shopping so I am gonna get one. 

She's looking after my money at the moment as I can't be trusted but that doesn't mean I can't spend 60 quid on a handbag I don't need, does it? I mean it's not like I'm buying drugs, is it? When I'm not buying drugs I have an expensive fashion habbit to keep up as it's the only thing that cheers me up. This time I'm planning on not shoplifting too, getting with the honesty. 

Four years ago on Valentine's day I was engaged to the lovely Steve and we were going to GBK for burgers and beers. It was amazing. I pinched some new lingerie specially. I'm still madly in love with him even though we split nearly three years ago. I fell in love with him and with crack cocaine on the same night and they're both as hard addictions to give up as each other. I keep longing to get on the train and run away to him, only I know I'd be bringing myself with me.