Ok, so I've been asleep for days so now I'm suffering major insomnia, just as well I'm round my mates house my new HQ as he's the one with a computer, which gives me something to do whilst I get clean :) And yes I am majorly in his debt he put me up for about a week after I walked from re-hab and has helped me out ever since. So, I owe him a big fat thankyou card, but enough about him :)
Ok, so I have this far-fetched dream that I could make myself look perfect, pack a Paul's Boutique handbag with gear, buy a jar of valium, glue on some false nails, dye my hair and get on a train to, say, Manchester, and everything would somehow work out Ok. Problem is, sometimes I believe this isn't so far-fetched and I'm halfway to the train station. Only thing is I have to get my look perfect first. So, tomorow I'm gonna sort out the look and I may just not want to run away anymore. Who knows?
I ran away to Wales once and lived on a travellers sight with a bunch of hippys for two months. It was mental. And I wonder why most of the people I know think that I have mental health problems lol. xx
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